What's This
Gosh. I'm a little down. I was thinking.....my life, am I making use of it? I realized that i may seem shy to some people, weird to some people and maybe just plain funny to others. I'm going through a time to find my identity. I must stick to the personality i want to be for the rest of my life. Is my life determined by the opinions of others or do I control my life and just go with the flow? I just don't think much of myself. I don't go out with friends much. I don't stick to a certain group of friends because i don't have a group of friends to stick to. I can't find people who 'connect' with me. Am I trying to be too detailed with finding the right friends? All these are issues that I've been having ever since I've reached teenage hood. I became a teenager and saw these problems that i never noticed before. My life can't be much of a life. It just seems to get worse. I like freedom. Freedom means getting out. I like travelling. No boundaries, no rules. Im not a bad dude. Don't worry. I don't trash stuff up. You should know what I mean. This school im in. I don't fit in. Im awfully sad.
Jon
