Yawwnnn

Well my silly ol' life hasnt been very good as you can see in my other posts. Im waiting for a letter from Sota about me getting in. Sigh....... It always takes patience, patience, patience. Im slightly less negative. On my way back to my positive cheerful self. Taking awhile though. Everything is in a standstill for me. Aiiyaeyae..... Well im tired, gotta go rest now. I'll post again soon.

Jon

Its Normal

Yeah, i'm not in. Im basically drowning in tears. I quit my band, lost my friends and plenty of horrible things. Im in a state of depression now. I have nothing else to say.

Jon

WHY....

Yeah, its been awhile. I'm waiting impatiently for the letter from SOTA telling me if i got in or not. Well yeah, i will feel like the whole earth would crash down on me if i dont make it. If i do, well i'll be rockin cloud 9. So im trying my best to stay positive... (which by the way is hard cause i think i screwed up big time) So, i'll post when i find out. Peace.

Jon