Why?

Why why must it end this way?
It hurts me feeling broken down like this.
It hurts me to say.
Dont erase me like that day.

Why not even friends?
Please dont forget me like you did.
Just a little bid
Goodbye will work.

Not forever for goodness sake.
I never did anything wrong.
Right now I wish I was by a lake.
Writing the lyrics to the song
I make.

Just to make it up to you.

It would be more than few.


Jon

Ouch

Today i didn't go to school. Had a horrible horrible horrible headache. My whole body has cramps now. uuuhhh. I'm at home revising and revising. If i keep going at this rate, i'll have brain damage in no time.

Jon

-_- sheesh.... Mrs @#*^% !!!!

Today, i hardly enjoyed the literature lesson..... Mrs Chuuueeeng ( i cant spell her surname right and it doesent matter to me) haha i seem mean. Prounounced like "chung". Shes so negative..... like for example. " Jonathan you definitely will stay in sec 1 and go to a normal stream class!" Sheeesshh... Where is the positive attitude. She should lose weight. Its not an insult but a piece of advice. She better not find my blog...... A voice is so high-pitched. And she keeps blabbering. Not my kinda idea of a literature teacher. Shouldnt they have hippies for it? Ehh... what are the odds..... Im still angry at her. She scolds good kids too. Uhhhh. Im having my grandma's infamous tofu meatballs for dinner. Meat and tofu all in one. UHHH........

Jon

Okay.

Im feeling the tension and heat of the stupid exams. Sunday is the day. School tomorrow.......... I didnt sleep well over the weekend though. School should start at eight-thirty like schools overseas. Ehh i have nothing to talk about..

Jon

And There It Is

The new revamped look of my blog. seems emotional. Does it? Well i think its sweet dude. Feel free to tag around. NO SMS language or singlish. Haha im joking. Enjoy the music. Its new and i obviously will write more posts.


Jon

Oh well

Around a week more till exams..... So anyway, I'm not doing well with Chinese really. Today i got some test papers back. And i actually got 1/25 and 2/25. Isn't that great. I'm not really enjoying my school. Its just the class I'm in, the "gangsters", the teachers. Its just not my kinda type. Neither do i want to get exposed to this kinda environment. I have some friends who went from nice dudes to spitting, vulgar jerks. Seriously. And my results just suck too much for me to transfer to some other school. I want to go to a school where I'm unnoticed and just have some best friends and that's all. That's would be my kinda good life. And i don't don't don't want to start using singlish often. I'm in the drama club and i want to be in the softball team too. I really cant decide. I love performing arts and baseball. I cant decide. My whole sec 1 year has been a wreck. Its just not how i planned it to be....SADLY. Well enough of the sad stuff. There was one thing i made important in school life and that was to make plenty of friends. And i whenever i made someone angry and they told me off it actually affected me alot. I still make it a point to apologize if the person lets me. Sheesh...... Okay ANYWAY hopefully tomorrow it'll be a great day and the next and the next and so on.

Jon- I'm not emotional I'm not emotional I'm not emotional. Okay actually duh i am..

Here Is The Start

Okay. This is a start. Note: I havent done this before.....

Anyway yeah. The exams are coming up and im studying my head off. Most of the subjects i say im pretty good in. EXCEPT FOR CHINESE.....obviously. At least look on the bright side..... I have a solid 2 and a quarter months of holiday. Hehe. I really cant wait. Its night time and im meant to do my work. hehe. Im gonna sneak back to work now. And boy im feeling tired. And to save myself time from giving the whole intro thing go to http://www.friendster.com/jonoh to know more about me if you dont but you are supposed to. Haha. Okay i gotta go now guys. Wait for my next post yeah!

Jon